98 Mute - Slander

Maybe I shouldn�t have said it Of course
I was too quick to judge
Words swiftly spoken may be unrefined
I didn�t know optimism was a crime
Hey I have got enough problems
Don�t need extra baggage from you Pointless games and taxing headtrips Unfortunate side effects of your friendship
I may have slipped won�t happen again my legs are beneath me now
For the last time cut down from behind
I will be ready next time
It�s no big deal
I�ve gotten used to being let down
I just didn�t think that
I would ever be let down by you
Your antics are always expected
Passed off as being your nature
Get away with murder �cause you�re just being you
A modern day version of Shakespeare�s licensed fool
Not to say that I�m not guilty
Emotions get the best of me
Quick to fight a nasty habit
Can�t keep my cool if I never had it
I had so much faith in you �til I saw your true colors bleeding through
You�re a joke that I don�t get with a punchline
I�m trying hard to forget
I don�t want to carry the burden
Of holding this grudge any longer
What to do, do I made amends?
Or discard this joker from my deck of friends?
Slander you said it I heard it
But you know I never deserved it
So locked to you the world in my head I know I should have never let you in